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That's Life

by Outward

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1.
For Sure 02:10
For Sure Lying awake and our dreams come callin lord I know it lying awake and our dreams are falling oh I know Lying awake and our dreams come falling lord I know it Lying awake and our dreams are falling oh I know
2.
Ordinary Life Let me in Don’t hold back Cause I won’t break And you won’t crack They can’t bother something they don’t have Tell me Alright I’ll be just fine. And I’m living in an ordinary life Ordinary Life
3.
Backroads She’s coming in fast now Im gone I’m throwing my cards down Lets run We got to move quickly No sun Just grab my hand now Don’t yawn I’m yours There’s nothing but blacktop One road Just you me and me baby One soul Not a thing can stop us Outlaws Don’t believe in nothing Just love I’m yours We’ll run away And start again
4.
I Love Sometimes We never thought it would end this way And I can’t take blame for your day to day I won’t laugh now I’ve got nothing to say It all make sense With the games we play We can never ever go this far If we do we might just brake too hard Let me back inside (we don’t want you) Nowhere left behind (we don’t need you) Well I don’t mind change It always seems okay And I won’t freak out; no Fall into the charades I’ll move ahead now Without the promises we made I’ll be just fine, dear If I can keep my head sane We can never ever go this far If we do we might just brake too hard Let me back inside (we don’t want you) Nowhere left behind (we don’t need you)
5.
Held 03:16
Held We just want to make it through We just want to be all right Now I’m gone Now I’m lost again Now I’m gone With all I’m holding in We are all we ever wanted to find We’re all alone The same old song We are all we’ll ever know in blind The after-show Comes too slow
6.
Swear to Me 04:24
Swear to Me I’m wasting my time I’m wasting my life I wish you could fly I wish you were mine The sky falls under my feet now Everyone is below me The sun it blinds my eyes out Everyone can see We’re all we’ll ever need. Here we are now Wake me from this sleep. I’ll follow your signs I’ll take back what’s mine I wish I could try I wish I was kind The sky falls under my feet now Everyone is below me The sun it blinds my eyes out Everyone can see We’re all we’ll ever need Here we are now Wake me from this sleep In my dreams we’re all okay In my dreams we’re all alright
7.
Rainface 02:44
Rainface Every time I see you laugh and cry I fall asleep and arrive (Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall) After myself I feel though I’m someone else I can’t even try (Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall) I can go home and I’m alone Everything feels so dark here (Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall) Dreams are not real and I can’t feel You’re nowhere near here (Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall)
8.
Nothing Much 03:00
Nothing Much I want to be I want to be somebody else What can you do? What can you do when life is hell? Cause if I go I won’t come back I can’t get out of bed Cause I feel trapped There’s nothing to lose If I stay here I’ll lie by myself and rest in fear They say it’s fine They say it’s fine all in time I think they lie I think they lie to feel fine Cause if I go I won’t come back I can’t get out of bed Cause I feel trapped There’s nothing to lose If I stay here I’ll lie by myself and rest in fear
9.
Sleeptalk 02:45
Sleeptalk I know you’re not there Waiting for me Never was, never will be I know you can’t hear A thing I say Not tomorrow, not today I don’t want to think about it Cause I don’t care I don’t want to understand your words You’re blowing air I know you won’t tell The truth to me Never show, never believe I know you can’t give A peace of mind Not in death and well not in life I don’t want to think about it Cause I don’t care I don’t want to understand your words You’re blowing air
10.
Crash 03:45
Crash Sleep comes down like rain No one hears my scream Too numb to feel the pain I’m thinking of all my friends I’m thinking how to make amends I’m thinking how to make it right I’m thinking it’s my time to die It’s cold and no one’s home I got lost; drugs take their toll This is my life draped in snow I’m thinking of all my friends I’m thinking how to make amends I’m thinking how to make it right I’m thinking it’s my time to die
11.
Nihil 03:58
Nihil The sky can break Oh, what you need? Don’t push or shake If it cuts it bleeds I will follow you down The feelings come crawling back And everything’s all right This thing I just can’t erase And all the more I break The wall falls in You were never free If you close your eyes You will never see I will follow you down The feelings come crawling back And everything’s all right This thing I just can’t erase And all the more I break Calling out from the undertow
12.
Codeine Dreams Please take ten Cover your tracks I’m done Cashed my check Stuck in high Antidote Will I ever ever get over this? (The codeine dreams live on) Will I ever ever get over bliss? (The codeine ends my song) If you’re lucky to live You’ve never lost Or let go Down on luck Who gives a damn? All for show Will I ever ever get over this? (The codeine dreams live on) Will I ever ever get over bliss? (The codeine ends my song) Gotta have you God I need you God I love you God I want you
13.
Can’t Care (Medicate Me) I can be your anywhere It’s like living at home with a ghost Who’s never even there I can be your darling thing It’s like digging a hole in a world That doesn’t mean anything Medicate me I can be your precious truth It’s like writing a book with no hope Where all is blue I can be your hatred too It’s like taking a life when we’re all just In a zoo Medicate me
14.
Are You There? When I thought it was over It just began I felt your ghost A hole where you left When I thought it was over This couldn’t last I knew it was real You walked with death Maybe I believe You’re watching Out there For me
15.
Post-RPG Depression I don’t want don’t want to think I don’t want to think about it I don’t want I don’t want to think Don’t want to think about: Conversations running dry Oh, no Think we could talk more But it never seems to work out in the end I wish you were here But you’re not And I’m here all alone Forever without I don’t want don’t want to think I don’t want to think about it I don’t want I don’t want to think Don’t want to think about: You’d think I’d remember, Well, you don’t. Tell me why should I Should I cry into the night? And if the sun should rise again Take. Me. My. Friend. Stays the same That’s life. I’m still alive That’s life.

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Dear Listener,

A decision must be made. Be bored, depressed, and die; or be bored, accept depression, and still die. To move forward is to accept pain and heartache. It doesn’t mean faking a smile, nor does it mean pretending all the bad you’ve experienced never happened. It’s to say goddamn it, I’m still here and I’m not done. Never be done. This album is for those out there who feel completely alone and isolated in a world that feels as if it turned its back. This is for those who’ve battled to stay alive every day of their life. This for those who have tried to reach out to others and all the response given was, “That’s Life.”

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released February 15, 2019

All music written and performed by: Corey Philpot
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered in a bedroom by: Corey Philpot

Photography by: Corey Philpot
Design by:Zylophonica

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Outward London, Kentucky

Outward is a one man band honed by Corey Philpot. A large wave built with a wall of sound inquiring the sounds of life and death, and all the in-betweens. Relentlessly loud shoegaze industrial dreamwave music to soothe your soul.

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