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For Sure
02:10
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For Sure
Lying awake and our dreams come callin
lord I know it
lying awake and our dreams are falling
oh I know
Lying awake and our dreams come falling
lord I know it
Lying awake and our dreams are falling
oh I know
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Ordinary Life
02:55
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Ordinary Life
Let me in
Don’t hold back
Cause I won’t break
And you won’t crack
They can’t bother
something they don’t have
Tell me
Alright
I’ll be
just fine.
And I’m living in an ordinary life
Ordinary Life
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Backroads
She’s coming in fast now
Im gone
I’m throwing my cards down
Lets run
We got to move quickly
No sun
Just grab my hand now
Don’t yawn
I’m yours
There’s nothing but blacktop
One road
Just you me and me baby
One soul
Not a thing can stop us
Outlaws
Don’t believe in nothing
Just love
I’m yours
We’ll run away
And start again
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I Love Sometimes
04:22
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I Love Sometimes
We never thought
it would end this way
And I can’t take blame
for your day to day
I won’t laugh now
I’ve got nothing to say
It all make sense
With the games we play
We can never ever go this far
If we do we might just brake too hard
Let me back inside (we don’t want you)
Nowhere left behind (we don’t need you)
Well I don’t mind change
It always seems okay
And I won’t freak out; no
Fall into the charades
I’ll move ahead now
Without the promises we made
I’ll be just fine, dear
If I can keep my head sane
We can never ever go this far
If we do we might just brake too hard
Let me back inside (we don’t want you)
Nowhere left behind (we don’t need you)
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Held
03:16
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Held
We just want to make it through
We just want to be all right
Now I’m gone
Now I’m lost again
Now I’m gone
With all I’m holding in
We are all we ever wanted to find
We’re all alone
The same old song
We are all we’ll ever know in blind
The after-show
Comes too slow
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6. |
Swear to Me
04:24
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Swear to Me
I’m wasting my time
I’m wasting my life
I wish you could fly
I wish you were mine
The sky falls under my feet now
Everyone is below me
The sun it blinds my eyes out
Everyone can see
We’re all we’ll ever need.
Here we are now
Wake me from this sleep.
I’ll follow your signs
I’ll take back what’s mine
I wish I could try
I wish I was kind
The sky falls under my feet now
Everyone is below me
The sun it blinds my eyes out
Everyone can see
We’re all we’ll ever need
Here we are now
Wake me from this sleep
In my dreams we’re all okay
In my dreams we’re all alright
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Rainface
02:44
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Rainface
Every time I see you laugh and cry
I fall asleep and arrive
(Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall)
After myself I feel though I’m someone else
I can’t even try
(Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall)
I can go home and I’m alone
Everything feels so dark here
(Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall)
Dreams are not real and I can’t feel
You’re nowhere near here
(Hear me if I call, Catch me if I should fall)
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8. |
Nothing Much
03:00
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Nothing Much
I want to be
I want to be somebody else
What can you do?
What can you do when life is hell?
Cause if I go
I won’t come back
I can’t get out of bed
Cause I feel trapped
There’s nothing to lose
If I stay here
I’ll lie by myself and rest in fear
They say it’s fine
They say it’s fine all in time
I think they lie
I think they lie to feel fine
Cause if I go
I won’t come back
I can’t get out of bed
Cause I feel trapped
There’s nothing to lose
If I stay here
I’ll lie by myself and rest in fear
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Sleeptalk
02:45
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Sleeptalk
I know you’re not there
Waiting for me
Never was, never will be
I know you can’t hear
A thing I say
Not tomorrow, not today
I don’t want to think about it
Cause I don’t care
I don’t want to understand your words
You’re blowing air
I know you won’t tell
The truth to me
Never show, never believe
I know you can’t give
A peace of mind
Not in death and well not in life
I don’t want to think about it
Cause I don’t care
I don’t want to understand your words
You’re blowing air
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Crash
03:45
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Crash
Sleep comes down like rain
No one hears my scream
Too numb to feel the pain
I’m thinking of all my friends
I’m thinking how to make amends
I’m thinking how to make it right
I’m thinking it’s my time to die
It’s cold and no one’s home
I got lost; drugs take their toll
This is my life draped in snow
I’m thinking of all my friends
I’m thinking how to make amends
I’m thinking how to make it right
I’m thinking it’s my time to die
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Nihil
03:58
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Nihil
The sky can break
Oh, what you need?
Don’t push or shake
If it cuts it bleeds
I will follow you down
The feelings come crawling back
And everything’s all right
This thing I just can’t erase
And all the more I break
The wall falls in
You were never free
If you close your eyes
You will never see
I will follow you down
The feelings come crawling back
And everything’s all right
This thing I just can’t erase
And all the more I break
Calling out from the undertow
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Codeine Dreams
03:00
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Codeine Dreams
Please take ten
Cover your tracks
I’m done
Cashed my check
Stuck in high
Antidote
Will I ever ever get over this?
(The codeine dreams live on)
Will I ever ever get over bliss?
(The codeine ends my song)
If you’re lucky to live
You’ve never lost
Or let go
Down on luck
Who gives a damn?
All for show
Will I ever ever get over this?
(The codeine dreams live on)
Will I ever ever get over bliss?
(The codeine ends my song)
Gotta have you
God I need you
God I love you
God I want you
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13. |
Can't Care (Medicate Me)
03:00
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Can’t Care (Medicate Me)
I can be your anywhere
It’s like living at home with a ghost
Who’s never even there
I can be your darling thing
It’s like digging a hole in a world
That doesn’t mean anything
Medicate me
I can be your precious truth
It’s like writing a book with no hope
Where all is blue
I can be your hatred too
It’s like taking a life when we’re all just
In a zoo
Medicate me
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14. |
Are You There?
02:52
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Are You There?
When I thought it was over
It just began
I felt your ghost
A hole where you left
When I thought it was over
This couldn’t last
I knew it was real
You walked with death
Maybe I believe
You’re watching
Out there
For me
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Post-RPG Depression
04:51
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Post-RPG Depression
I don’t want
don’t want to think
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want
I don’t want to think
Don’t want to think about:
Conversations running dry
Oh, no
Think we could talk more
But it never seems to work out in the end
I wish you were here
But you’re not
And I’m here all alone
Forever without
I don’t want
don’t want to think
I don’t want to think about it
I don’t want
I don’t want to think
Don’t want to think about:
You’d think I’d remember,
Well, you don’t.
Tell me why should I
Should I cry into the night?
And if the sun should rise again
Take. Me. My. Friend.
Stays the same
That’s life.
I’m still alive
That’s life.
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Outward London, Kentucky
Outward is a one man band honed by Corey Philpot. A large wave built with a wall of sound inquiring the sounds of life and death, and all the in-betweens. Relentlessly loud shoegaze industrial dreamwave music to soothe your soul.
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